Saturday, September 29, 2012

in a distance

Time flies. It's almost a month since the last time i posted something. So many things have been going around me. Good things. Bad things. School is really suffocating these days. I'm sick of doing tests and retests and projects and those endless assignments. Anyway, i just finished my mid term tests. Some of the scores were up and they're pretty good. I'm crossing fingers for the result. 

Hmm. What else? Ah. I'm very grateful for my school life in XIIA1. They are very entertaining and supporting at once. Every time i feel so stressed out, they're there to share a laugh together. And when i'm stuck in a lesson, they're there to encourage me and help me out. We had fun at Thursday and took some pictures with our homeroom teacher and our varsity jacket of course! I LOVE EM ALL. (anyway i am the one with number 04)





Hmm... What else... Ah. There is a little typhoon happening in my friendship with BLUR. They're my best friends since got into science class. BLUR is me, Desy, Viwu, Elaine, Carissa, and Karina. Karina joined us lately because she went into the same class with them in XIIA5 while i'm here with XIIA1. There's a misunderstanding going around like a virus. Hopping from one person to another. This is not a big matter, in fact it's a very tiny one in my perspective, but one of us sees it as a very big problem and now stepping away from us. I don't want to watch this. I don't want us to be faded like an old photo from the past. Eaten by time. One of us seems out of control of her emotions. The others are trying to reach for her, but it seems like she doesn't want to be reached. I don't understand. I don't get it. We are best friends. We should stick together, shouldn't we? But why are you running away, my friend? I don't want letting you slipping away like this. As easy as this. You're the closest to me. But why? Please reconsider our days we've been through together. We love you sincerely. We really do.

Now that you have taken a step away from us. You can take your time. Think about it. We will be here waiting. Standing in a distance. Never far behind.