have you ever been in love with someone so bad you can do nothing about it? or that you know what you want to do about it but don't have the courage to do it? and silence came in as nothing was done by nobody. then you suddenly love this kind of silence, you want to save it in a jar and open it in the middle of the night. or that you accidentally touch each other's skin, you felt a total strike of electricity and you pause? not because you're afraid. but because you want more and more, your heart's jumping every time that happens like a touchdown just happened. it's like an adrenaline rush all over again. like a little amount of heroine, you need more everyday, but afraid that it will kill you somehow, someday. or that you feel like you want to look at somebody's eyes but you look down as soon as the stare holds? because you're afraid that something giant might explode if the stare holds any longer. or that a caress on your skin when you are holding hands can jump you out of happiness? of hopes. of immortality. of something that's infinity. or that you're looking at your window in the middle of a long day to just stare at the moving clouds? or maybe you're spending the half of your night on your attic just to find the moon? not because they're beautiful. but because you're wondering if someone you love may see the same thing in the other side. missing you. i love those thoughts that nights of sleep is not enough to pour these feelings. 

"I'm in love with you, and i'm not in the business of denying myself the simple pleasure of saying true things. I'm in love with you, and i know that love is just a shout into the void, and that oblivion is inevitable, and that we're all doomed and that there will come a day when all our labor has been returned to dust, and i know the sun will swallow the only earth we'll ever have, and i am in love with you"